potter’smouthfellopenandhelookedlikehewasgoingtosaysomething,whihdraohosetoignore.

potterlookedasthoughdraohadjustpunhedhim.heopenedhismouth,butbeforeheouldspeak,draoraisedhishand.

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“andthenyoustarteddatingg,”hesoffed.“iwantedtosnapyournekwhenifoundoutyouweredatingher.itwas—”hebithislip.couldhereallydothis?hewasalreadyfeelingoverwhelmed.hesearhedpotter’sfaeforanyindiationheshouldstoptalking.hisdarkskinlookedashenandhewasobviouslyshoked.ifanything,iteneddraotokeepgoing.“andwhen—whenyoustarteddatingweasley—”hegulped.hehadneverintendedtotellpotteranyofthis.maybeitwaspointless.butmaybe,itwasexatlywhatpotterneededtohear.“whenyoustarteddatingweasley,ihatedyousomuh.iouldn’torateon—onwhatiwassupposedtodo.butitalsomademerekless,beause—beauseiknewi’dnevergetwhatiwanted.itdidn’tmatteranyway.thedarklordwasabouttokillme,sowhatwasthepointinhoping?”heletoutahumourlessughandshookhishead.“andthen,youdefeatedhim.”helookedpotterstraightintheeyewithoutblinking.“youdefeatedhim,givingeveryoneaseondhaneforhappiness.exeptme.”heknewhewasn’tbeingfair,butthiswashowhehadfeltbakthen.“itriedtoavoidyouasmuhaspossible,butyou’resobloodystubbornandkepttryingtotalktome.ijustouldn’thandleit.”

“isweartomerlin,potter,ifyouinterruptmenow—”hetookanotherdeepbreath.“idon’tthinkiansaywhati—”hequiklylookedsideways,everymusleinhisbodytense.forone,potterseemedtobedoingashewastold,stayingsilent.drumminghisfingersagainsthisthigh,draobraedhimselfforthemostdiffiultpartyet.“ididn’tthinkitwaspossible,thatyououldlikemelikethat.ever.astoriaandi,we’vebeenfriendsforyears.andeventhoughwearen’tinvolvedromantially,wedeidedgettingmarriedw