thethingabouttheartileisthatit’sshowingthewholeworldapartofthemselvesthattheyhaven’tevensatdownandtalkedabout,onlyedaround,likeit’safmethat’sfuntohasebutwouldburnthemiftheygottoolose.draodoesn’twanttobetheobringitup,butitseemslikeherdoesharry,sotheyjustgoabouttheirday,andthewholetimethatartileisinthebakofdrao’smind,makinghimthinkthattheyreally,reallyshouldtalk.

andalsothatmaybetheyshouldn’ttalk,beauseiftheystarttalkingthentheyweregoingtoometoanunavoidableonlusion:thatmaybethewithweeklydywasright,andthey’rejustpushingofftheiable,andthateveryonearoundthemknowswhattheyarebothsodesperatelytryingtogetawaywithnottalkingabout,beausethey’reafraidthatoneofthemwillwanttowalkaway.butatthispoint,wheretheyewitheahotherinfrontofeveryoneandshareabedandspendmostoftheirtimewitheahother,maybeit’smorestupidthananythingelsetogoonthinkingthattheydon’thavefeelingsforeahother.

andthenwhat,drao?thevoiepopsupagain,anddraotriestoquietit,hereallydoestry,hehatesthevoieandwhatitsaysandthethingsitmakeshimthinkabouthimself,andhehatesitevenmorebeausewhenhetakesastepbaktolookatthingsobjetively,it’snotlikeitswrong.it’sonlytellingthetruththateveryoneelseistoopolitetosay.yougoonadateandeverything’sgoodforaday,oraweek,oramonth,butthenyougetinafightandherememberswhoyouare,whatyou’vedone,andtheminuteyoufindyourselfinaellinazkabanandevenworsethanyoustarted.youan’tfoolyourselfthatanyonewouldhavearedaboutyouifharrydoesn’t.

whihisthetruth,andalsowhyhean’tbethepersontotalkaboutit.hean’tbeausehe’safraid,andbeauseeventhoughheloveshim,eventhoughhe’sfairlysureharryloveshimbak,draohastolive

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