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tbothofthemwillknow,anddraodidn’twanttofaethat.hestandsoutsidehisroomforawhile,longenoughthatthetikingofhislokisstartingtodrivehiminsane,butthenheshiftshisweightandtheboardsreakunderhisfeetandheknowsthatitispointlesstokeepwaiting,sineharryknowsheisthereanyways.
“hey.”heknoksandthenpushesthedoortherestofthewayopen,hesitatinginthedoorway.“doyoustillwantto…”
hetrailsoff,andharrygresathim.hishairisevenmessierthanusual.drao,ontheotherhand,looksevenmoreputtogether.
“shutup.”hethrowsthebsinwhatwasprobablymeanttobeasignofwelomebutwasreallyjustangrylooking.“getoverhere.”
draodoesn’targue,justrossestheroomandthenrawlsintobed,andthenstartstheroutineofountingharry’sbreathsuntilheanfasleep.butthatdoesn’twork,beauseharryisangryanddraoantell,sohepunhesthepillowftandliesonhisbaktofollowtheraksuttingaparttheeilinglikeaspiderweb,hopingthatmightwork,too.
itdoesn’t.
there’sapapersittingonthenightstand,henoties.it’sdark,butheanstillmakeouttheheadlineinglowingprintandheknowsthatharrymusthavebeenreadingtheirartileupuntilthemomentthathehearddraooutsidethedoor.“isitbeauseofme?”
hehadn’tmeanttotalkaboutit.hedidn’twanttomakethingsbadforeitherofthem.hedidn’twantazkaban,didn’twantthisfinalsignthathewasnevergoingtoreahredemption.drao’slearnedthatifharrygivesuponyou,thenmaybeyouaren’tworthsaving.
“what?”