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isawayfromthejumbledmassoflimbsandpeopleonlywantingthepersonheusedtobe,safefromsmalltalkandidlehands.
“sob,”geegriped,buthepassedthebottlealongallthesame,evenattemptingagrin.
draodoesn’twanttoask.hewantstositandsulk,takepartinenoughsmalltalktopassthenightawaywithoutseeminglikeanarse,maybesearhouthermierandthendukintopassonanotherroundofongratutionswithluna,thengohome,imingamigraine.it’sapusibleexuseandadoablepn,andnoneofitinvolvessittinghereandpyingtherapisttogee,buthewashisfriend,andthatomeswithaertainamountofresponsibility.
“youalright,mate?youseem…”hepaused,beausethere’snowaytogiveanauratedesriptionwithoutbeingoffensive.“down.”
“yeah,i’mfine.”geesays,anddraoanseethemomentwherehehangeshismindanddeidestotellthetruth,anatualripplearosshisfae.“no,i’mnot.i’mshit,atually.”
heswears,alongstringofitjusttomakehimselffeelbetter,andthepeoplelosesttothemstare,ahuddleofravenwsthatdraoanonlyvaguelyremember.
“wanttotalkaboutit?”
“it’sjustthathe’snothere.”draodidn’tneedtoaskwhohewas.“he’snothere,andhewouldhavelovedthis,tobewithher,toseeher.she’sgotthislineofes,likethefatherdaughtere,onlyonewitheahofusbrothers,andthere’s—there’sonlyfivees.thereshouldbesix.”heisgrippingontothetabletopsohardthatdraoishalfafraidthatheisgoingtoripapieeoff.“it’slikehe’sbeingfottenbyeveryonebutme.”
“that’snottrue,”draostarts,butgeeutshimoffjustasfast.