hetiedthenotetobo?tes’sleg,thenstoppedtosraththetopofhisowl’shead.

hejotteddownanoteandwhistledforbo?tes,whoheheardrufflehisfeathersintheotherroomandthenameflyingthroughthedoorway.

“takethisto,mgonagall,wouldyou?maybetakea

“drao,”hewhispered,barelyanoise,yetalltooloudinhisquiethouse.thewordfeltoddinhismouth.hishesttightenedinexpliablyandhefoughttheurgetory.heshookhishead,tryingtolearthefeeling.

ishiefinhereye.

itwashalfpastoneinthem.harryhadfallenintoaterriblesleeppattern,spendingmostofhistimealone,whihhefoundwaseasiertodowhennooneelsewasawaketobotherhim.tonight,hefeltlikehewouldratherliketosleep,butithadbeomeanimpossibility.hogwartshadalwaysbeenmoreofahometohimthananyotherpehehadlived,evennow,havinglivedatgrimmauldpeforseveralyears.buttheageoldphrase“youannevergohomeagain”rangthroughhisheadattheprospetofreturning.andintruth,heouldn’t.hewouldreturnthistimeasateaher,notastudent.mostofthepeoplethatmadeithomeweregone,aswell.dumbledorewouldnotbethere,outsideofhisportrait.herwouldanyoftheweasleys,orhermione,or—histrainofthoughtsputteredtoastop.ordrao.hewasmildlyarmedthatmalfoywasinludedinthelistofpeoplethatmadetheastleahome,asformostofhislifehehadregardedhimwiththesamedistasteashehaddudley,butevenmoreso,hewasstartledbytheworditself.hehadthought“ordrao.”fullstop.period.heknewformalitydidn’tmatterinhisownmind,buthehadneverbeendraotoharry.harryhadneveroneeventhoughttorefertohimbyhisfirstname.hewasn’tentirelysurehehadeverevensaiditaloudonitsown.

heametoadeision.heouldnotbesatathome,alone,whisperingadeadboy’snameinhiskithen.surely,afewmonthsmoreofthisandhewouldbeompletelymad.

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