inaway,theyhadworkedout,beausenowherehewas,stillbuzzingwiththemagiofthevow,sittingarossfromdraomalfoyliketheywerefriends.theyalmostwere,andheknew,intime,theywouldbe.theyhadtheirwholelivestoworkthatsituationout.butpartofhimwonderedwhyhehaddoneit.ofourse,therewastheonfessionthathehadmadetomgonagall,theoneheknewbeyondadoubtwastrue;hewasinlovewithdraomalfoy.butitwashardlyommonforyoutogofromonfessingone’sloveforthefirsttimeoutloudtovowingtoprotetthem,nowandforevermore,inthesameday.itwasabitromeoandjulietofhim,hehadtoadmit.andevenifheknewthathisfeelingswerenotentirelyued,heouldn’thelpbutfeelhehadrushed.

thenagain,whatelsewastobeexpetedofhim?hiswholelifehadbeenrushed.hewentfrombeinganormalmugglekidtobeingthemostfamouswizardintheunitedkingdom,andpossiblytheworld,inlessthanaday.hebeametheyouseekerinagesinasimirway.hewentfromanorphantohavingsiriustobeinganorphanagaininwhatfeltliketheshortesttimeperiodimaginable.hiswholelifehappenedtoofast,andhehadn’tlearnedhowtomakedeisionsinatimely,wellthoughtoutmanner.hehadneverhadtodeveloptheskillofthinkingthingsoutwell.thathadalwaysbeenhermione’sjob.

therewasalotonhismind,tobesure,butthethoughtthatmostoupiedhimwashowdiffiulthewasfindingitnottostareatdrao’sfae.heknewhehadforeverandthensometomemorizeitall,butwhathewantedrightnow,morethananythingwastowalkarosstowheredraosatandholdhisfaebetweenhishandsandjustlookathim.lookathimandrunhisfingersoverthelinesofhisheekbones,hisnose,hislips.ofourse,heknewalltoowellwhatdraolookedlike,butheneverbeenallowedtojustlooklikehewantedto.likeheknewnowthathewasbeinghotohimself,thathealwayswantedto.

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